就这样吧

无论我在怎么用心表达都还是白费
因为你根本就没有心想复合
连和我讲话的语气已经不一样了
我有好多疑问
但是现在无论再多疑问
再多想想法我已经没机会在说了
我不想就那么寂寞得度过每一晚
眼泪陪我留度过
如果我没那样   事情会不会没变得那么遭
如果.........
我心里有好多的如果~

我只好怪自己
我再向谁说都没有人能明白我的感受
我懂根本就没可能重来
就算再重来  以前的感觉再也不会回来
对不起    我伤不起所以才会有那么多争吵
我们分开的原因我根本接受不了
怎么你能那么突然说这样就这样
那我呢？
就把我丢在一旁了吗？？

但 我会为了自己 为了以后而放弃！

3/12/11

我输了
这次怎么会是我无法坚强的站起来
心很痛
何时才能放下你？
我很笨很傻
我做的东西你根本不会懂

好久都没写部落了
这里让我感觉好陌生
但只有 这里我才能说出我的心声

你
把我搞得迷迷糊糊
我失去了方向
每一晚你都独自入睡却没有告诉我
让我每一晚都很冷得独自入睡
究竟你的想法是怎样
能告诉我吗
爱就别这样对我啊
拖拖拉拉把我拖着
好想时间会倒转
真的不像现在这样
什么关系我也不清楚

Today is our last day for History of art and design class.It made me want to write a blog as a memory or anything. This subject will appear in our first sem only although this subject quite boring..hmmm....can say something boring like our secondary school's history.Everything done by them and us were touching cause we put alot of effort on this final project.Well,we put all effort on it is for sure~ cause nobody wants to fail this subject and retake it again on next sem.retake one subject cost RM 500.

is it expensive or gila?LOL!

anyway,today feel touching cause our lecturer said a sentence 'NOTHING IS PERMANENT,EVERYONE COME AND GO'.

maybe u guys will feel it is normal or nothing special but for me was touching.i think TOA guys also got same feeling with me..and he said us really  put alot of effort on it.

finally,he praised our group painting! I'm very happy.cx i can do something look exactly with artist and he want to collect our group painting and put it in his office..he said:'wow!! i can feel Van Gogh reborn,u guys's painting let me feel happy'..

thanks sir! :))
actually i promised my mom  i will bring this painting back to my home and let her see but now can't~so disappointed cx i can't keep it.

actually i want to say thanks to my parents  let me draw since im primary school,if not i will do something shit now..LOL..and thanks KRS gave me experience.

i can draw this today jus because i got all experience from previous years.

and tq Beh sir who teach me draw.u r the most important ppl for me,cx u teach me everthing..

so i can did it well.

after~

before~

this painting painted by Van Gogh.He got mental illness so we need to change something to promote his painting.thats why we wrote 'hospital bahagia tanjung rambutan'.

original by artist~

the original painting.by Van Gogh

is it 80% look alike?hahaha..jk jk..its all completed the effect by me..:D

大家都同声感受

我无意中看到你的部落

当我听到那首歌，我惊讶了一下

我还以为自己进了自己的部落格

为什么和我之前放的歌都是一样的啊

我能完全体会那种感受

现在你感受到了，对吧？

我们放这首歌是因为想表达自己的痛苦与伤心

我们都同声感受～

不过现在已经不关我的事了～

因为曾经我对这个人也是彻底失望，恨她恨到入心

你现在能体验到当初我的那些感受了吧？

对，她的确是个骗子

没错！！

累了,把脚步停下来

今天都觉得很累，累得连课也不想上，结果就翘课。他们都问我为什么没有上我只好答他们说我不舒服。偶尔也要翘下课才像样嘛。哈哈。感觉上没去上课的压力也还不是一样存在，每当一想到考试来了，还有project要赶着交，我就很像逃避。唉，那种压力我真的不知怎么表达出来。真的觉得很辛苦。有谁愿意来帮我分担？？T.T 

每天到深夜才做功课为了什么？我只是要一个宁静的环境，让自的心能够定下来想东西，如果每天持续在凌乱又喧闹的环境下我的思绪很乱～就是这样，我的脾气才会那么暴躁，对不起丫～:)

请你原谅我～

每个人是否虚伪我都能看得到，不要把我当是什么，我不讲太多不代表我样子是好欺负的哦~

像你这样的人我早已遇过了，看到就闷了~就知道会遇到这样的人，请你远离我。

正瘟神!

最近都好忙，忙得不够时间睡觉
在这段期间我能学到好多东西
付出这些睡眠与时间都是值得的～
尹佩倚，绝对不能在这个时候放弃，不然就一了百了

一些东西引起了我的好奇心

当你踏出自己的世界往外看，原来都有好多让你感到惊讶，不可思议的事情，你就会充满好奇心~就会很想了解他们背后复杂又吸引人的故事。当每个人踏进了二十一岁以上，思想就变得很复杂~有些可能会保持不变继续坚持自己的信念，不管他人的眼光，但有些就会渐渐反省，跳出这个圈子。要在这个圈子里面生存并不容易，要接受别人的眼光与想法。有些感觉很奇怪，真的形容不了。你能看到真正的是怎样。当看到那些复杂的画面，你的头脑就不停的挣扎，是否还要留在这，还是放弃一切就逃出这圈里。别人口中的话偏偏就是最伤害人的话。

Toa life

i have been here for three weeks...time pass too fast...staying alone at hostel..leave my comfort home and bed....everything new..new friends,new home,new school,new surroundings...
mom call me everyday and keep asking me how's my life and my roommate..
miss mom,dad,brother and my ipoh friends..although our distance not very far..but i think i have no time to back home to see them soon~~cause hv a lot of homework to rush ..
miss their voice always make noise at home..but now my room quiet seem like a library..
sometimes have to eat alone,walk alone,shopping alone.cause all of my roommate are different class with me.
i think this is my first post since i have been here for three weeks cause too busy ady :D